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February 1st already... 2-1-12 2112 to be exact and RUSH fans will know what that means too cool I love RUSH!  I have yet to see them live but hey that is a whole nother topic. The spell check on here does not like the word nother lol hmmm well I Do!  Someone somewhere had to have made up words to get the words we have right?  Back to February... special month for me due to my first child was born 2-14-80 wow we were babies at the same time.  Blake and I actually grew up kind of together, one kid raising another!  I was 16 I can still remember when I went in labor I was like UMMM where is my mom at!  Why the F**K does this hurt so much and OMG my poor grandma about got her poor hand squeezed off, she was a trooper though!!  Grandma Hazel always rocked!  A Valentines baby how sweet!  He was born at 1:31 am and still to this day since we are a bit separated due to some of his choices I will see 1:31 on the clock often and think of him, pause and say a prayer and then get on with what ever I am doing.  I think it is Gods way to remind me not to be bitter about other peoples choices when I have done my part!  No being sad here due to the 15th of February is my love anniversary!  4th one too amazing since we try to see who can be the meanest to each other a few too many times during the year.  We are still growing and learning for sure!  I have decided that we are way too much alike (high maintenance).  We work great together most of the time as long as we do not overreact to each other!  I am learning more about myself and how stubborn I can be as well as seeing most everything in black or white but that is a whole nother chapter lol.
     What to do for a 4 year anniversary?  Go to the beach you say!!  I love that idea, however I have to iron out a few details like the child, money, yea you get the picture... I have about a million ideas pinned on Pinterest (what is Pinterest you ask)?  http://pinterest.com/about/ (very fun and creative place)  My house may be dusty for the rest of my life now!  I am an over the top pinner out of control, I want to do it all day long!!  Addictive even... So I need to put some of those ideas into action.  I have had a few bumps in my road the past few weeks... for one PT is kicking butt on my arm and is helping me soooo much!  Second I have some lumps in my breast that were followed by a biopsy this last Monday (results are not back yet).  Third that stupid vertigo that halts my world had been showing up the past few days...There is no cure for that except to not move around much and definitely do not look to the left unless I have a bag nearby ICK!  I want to feel good!!  I strive everyday to think positive and take the best care I can minus the pepsi I drink. Only two cans yesterday though!  So I need to be strong to go to the beach... I was thinking about making this place into a romantic haven and staying home, then I look around and see the pictures that are still not hung on the walls and think hmmm I am way to anal to start decorating without the photos on the wall.  I probably need to use a lifeline and call a friend lol... Several have offered.  At least I have two weeks to get it figured out.
   Onto another reason I love February everything is pink and red and full of hearts!  I just love it!  It makes me want to string red hearts across my living room!!  I am full of ideas just need the energy and health to back it up!  Maybe I need to make some of those spinach energy drinks they talk about on Pinterest!  I want a pink drink not a green one lol green is next month!  I have decided that pink is my favorite color no wonder I am drawn to Valentines day decor!  Target has lots of decor for 1.00 there... I so want to go back and drool not to mention there clearence is exceptional right now.  Oh dear that is a nother topic I am starting to blog like I talk and move from one topic to another without taking a break...losing my audience in the babble oh well I have a lot to say and not much company, I spend to much time alone.  Driving is still limited...vertigo needs to scram I have stuff to create!!  Hope that your life is good on this 2-1-12 <3  Thanks for listening!